Sunday, September 26, 2010

Ahhhhhh~

Somehow, I think I need someone to talk to~

Friday, August 27, 2010

5 centimeters per second.


They say it's 5 centimeters per second.
The speed at which cherry blossom petals fall, 5 centimeters per second.


People tend to start together in a tree like the blossoms, and then as life goes on we all float down slowly and spread apart. 

By just living one's life, sadness accumulates here and there. 

It must really be a lonelier journey than anyone could imagine. Cutting through absolute darkness, encountering nothing but the occasional hydrogen atom. Flying blindly into the abyss, believing therein lie the answers to the mysteries of the universe. 

We shall,

Moving on from past connections instead of just living in the past, finds a way to become happy in the present rather than pining for what has been lost over time. 

When the other penguins moved on, its time for you to move on, too.

 

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Almost the end~

Since a few days back, I have been thinking~ Thinking about the short -but not so short life in SMSA. My uncles and aunties once told me that going to Smsa is nothing but a big mistake in life, waste both youth and time! 

Now, I am certain that this is not the case! In this 15 months, I met lots of great new friends there~ Of coz, reunite with my awesome childhood friends too! We share lots of sweet, bitter and crappy moments together~ 

But then.....

Alevel is approaching, not only we have to study but is it an indication of the days in SMSA is coming to an end?    

To think of it, I am bad in saying "goodbye"! Just don't know how to say goodbye to friends who are so close but yet need to be separated in the end! :(

Yesterday, my dad's old workmate pay my dad a visit! This sweet uncle told me that his youth have long gone! He told me that its my time now~ Instead of being happy, I feel empty all out of a sudden! 

In my mind. I am asking, "Am I ready for it?"

He told me that studying and going to school is the sweetest moments for one's life. When you are done with all that and go out of house to face life, betrayal, back-stabbing, lies are always the most painful. (This particular uncle looks so emotional and seems like about to cry... haha)

Again! Am I ready for it? My mum tell me thats reality~ She even told me that you must keep some distance and ready to have a backup plan in every occasions, even when dealing or talking with you best of friends~ 

I don't know what to do~ I rather not be so selfish and will share everything openly with friends. The world is just not the world that I expect it to be! Too harsh ,perhaps~ Maybe, I just too stubborn to accept reality!

Its like you have to be those people who should carefully plan everything, don't tell the whole truth and will do anything just to be successful! Including betraying your family and etc! Evil and wicked*

Haha, if you watch movie! The hero will say "money is not everything"! For me, "Without money, you won't get anything or be happy in this new world". 

We will each got our own family in the future, we as adult MAY understand that wants aren't equal to needs. We need to save money and plan for future, for our family and etc.

but then....

One day in the future  if your 13 years old, son/ daughter ask you to buy an Ipad3.0 to her! If you think about it, every single classmates of her got one, only she don't have! Most importantly, you need to save money too! You reject the suggestion and didn't buy one for her. 

 How can you expect he/her to understand the part that wants and needs are two different things! Your son/daughter may turn to really hate you, not understand that reality restrict and constrict people! Can't get through the questions that "Why people have but I don't have?" And continue to have such thinking till the end of time!

For me, I think everyone must have some kind of wisdom and understanding to really be a successful human being. Greed and wants can be both helpful and destructive! Hahaha, I don't know why I post such things out either! 

Been reading some buddha teachings lately, about forgiveness and wisdom! To allow some relaxation to my mind and soul! :D (Note: I am sorry if some of my thinkings about are too narrow minded or stupid! )  

Thursday, June 10, 2010

Dream

10/6/2010  3.22am

I have never posted any blog post at this particular time but I am gonna do it today.

It was cold and dark, I can clearly hear the loud snoring noise of my daddy snore next door. My face is somewhat pale and white after such dream....

The dream is somewhat messy and complex where there are lots of subplots and I hardly remember them all.

(I woke up in shocked and quickly wrote down all the events of the dream as soon as possible before I lose them)

My dream is something like this......

   I saw this girl A under the tree near the SMSA gate. She was my long lost friend and I hardly remember her. The funny part is, she got no idea why she is standing under the tree. hahaha.

Note: Usually in most dreams, we are gigving certain identities to be in a particular dream, friends may get involved)

In this dream, I am myself which is Jong Chee Yung, but my age was around 20 years old.

She and I talks about the usual stuffs that long lost friends will talk about. Nasrin Napiah was beside me with her under that particular tree. :D

Jong say: How are you? Its been a long time since we last met!

Girl A say: I am doing great! Yea, its been a long long time~
and etc

The dream then made a sudden shift to another arc!  This time Hui, girl A, Zack, Wani and I were going to Bandar in 3284(Avanza) together. Zack was the driver, she sit in front which is suppose to be my sit! Hui was beside me in the backsit but I have no idea wheres Wani in the car~ Wani was mentioned by Zack to be sited somewhere at the back of the car. *Scary*

Then everything shift to me and her standing somewhere on top of a hill area!? She told me that she is back because her mum told her too. She is taking the Shaih's scholarship??!! I did ask her why she didn't go for the Shell scholarships although I knew the answer. She replied me with strange answer saying that her mum dislike Shell scholarships and I was like (0.0)!! haha

Xing Rong played a comeo role in the dream, she send me sms saying that she want me to teach her maths~ Her house is no longer in Seria but I think her house is somewhere near Bandar in the dream.

On the way back home, Girl A and I saw a big house(Bigger than the Soon Lee's house) and she told me that the electric bill of that particular house cost 5000+. I was like (0.0) and speechless! haha

I think this is it! The end of my dream...

Her was much more mature than the last time I saw her through her clothing, looks and etc. Never thought this is how I met her again~

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Sports~


                                            Kobe vs Lebron
Come to think of it, I am a great sports fan~ I am a loyal supporter of  the Los Angeles Lakers, AC Milan, New England Patriots, New York Yankees, Pittsburgh Penguins. I have great crushes on Ronaldinho, Cristiano Ronaldo, Tom Brady, Kobe Bryant, Sasha Vujacic, Tiger Woods, Lin Dan, Usain Bolt, Tyson Gay, Liu Xiang, Roger Federer, Richard Gasquet and etc. 

How I wish I can have the body of Cristiano Ronaldo, lungs of Usain Bolt, arms of Federer, head and brain of Tom Brady, toughness of Kobe Bryant and the spirit of Tiger Woods~ haha 

Sunday, January 3, 2010

Number 6 :D

Title: Bandar trip.

On the 24/12/2009. Inside Zack's room at about 11am. Chat with Zack using msn in the same room(Zack is about 3 feet away from me, yet we chat using msn. We will surely fail in socialisation skill). So, I use Hui's pc and chat with a couple of people. LOL(It was zack's idea). It was really fun to chat with others using other's identity and they didn't notice it.

Then at about 12:03pm, kang sms zack and we begin our journey to bandar(Sounds like journey to the west). The crew consist of Steven,Wei Kang, Zack, Tian Fu and me. We survive several sare during the journey, Wei kang's super brake, Zack's struggle(cold), I suffer dizziness, etc.

Finally, we reach Bandar at about 1.10pm
The movie(Avatar starts at 1.45pm).At first , we tell each other that we still got time. Then, to our surprise, the traffic jam is like hell. We can't get a good parking. We can't even went in the mall. We got some problems while facing the bir roundabout, instead of heading to the mall, we head to Beribi.(To solve this, we head to another roundabout to get back to the mall). We search for ca park slowly, the time is ticking. Its already 1:55pm when we got our car park.

You guys may think that we will head to the cinema first when we went in the mall. Sadly, we head to the toilet first. Zack keep saying his last will in the car, telling us if he burst his kidney, we got to ........bla bla bla.

We went to the cinema. We are not surprise about the fact that there will be no more tickets for us. We decided to watch the movie at the Kiulap mall which will start on 2.30pm. We have our lunch at the foodcourt(mall's). We reached the kiulap mall at about 2.40pm(once again, we are LATE). We quickly buy the tickets and watch the movie. The movie itself is nice and realistic but not for kang, he fall asleep twice in the cinema. haha.

After the the movie, we went to Tian Tian Chicken rice. All the five of us eat laksa and tell jokes for whick Zack almost spit his laksa on me. Zzz. We spark Steven all the way!! (Jasmine?).

After that, we went to Jerudong park. Jerudong park was fun(Not that fun). We enjoy the bumper car and the racing kart but with serious consequences. (I hurt my legs and neck). We crash on each others while riding the bumper car(Very crazr crash, all head on. So the noice of crashing is so loud.)

In the end, we went to Wywy nasi ayam at tutong. We eat and drink, talk about the previous prom and etc. We got home at about 12.30am(For me). What a nice day we have here. haha

Number 7~

Title: "Her"

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Saturday, January 2, 2010

Number 8

Title: "O" Level results.

The beginning of 2009 are the darkest hours of me in 2009. I am nervous, suffer hallucination, emo and afraid that my results will be like a piece of trash. I am afraid that I may not be able to enter Smsa, repeat Form 5? , etc.

In that 3 months holidays, I did nothing but watching TV and lying on bed. GG.

(Skip to the day I know my results)

Omigosh. This is a big day, I keep telling myself to calm down. As you may know we can sms the MOE for our results. My mum can't wait to see it, not me though. The seconds I press the "send" button was like my soul was drain by a vacuum cleaner.(I am dying, and shout noooo~)

I thought the MOE will reply immediately, but they don't. Darn them and the nervous level is going up. I keep the phone for myself. I want to see it myself frist.(Don't want my mum to see it)

After 2 hrs, still no incoming message.(This is getting serious, I am dying). I got an emergency(use your imagination to figure out) and went to the toilet. I keep my phone on the table in my room. When I am done, the moment I open the toilet's door. My mum shout and tell me she got the message. (I almost faint and thinking to use tooth brush to stab myself and die). Try to think of excuses to cool her down. then, she smile at me and say" Goodjod, son". I got 8"0". I am crying and laughing at the same time. LOL. Thanks god, I thought I did badly in the exams but I got a decent results in the end.

Therefore, pray hard and be hardworking for better results.

Number 9 in our list of Jong's best moments in 2009 is........

Title: "Yam" Jong.

Not sure how or when I got this name(or alias). Sometimes, I even wonder who gave me this crappy name? Sounds so crappy but I love it. :D

Well, for about 65% of 2009. My theme is "yam". When I laugh, they call it "yam" laugh. When I talk. they name it "yam" talk. Everything start with "yam" for me. haha

Well, the fun part is that I do spread this yamness to some of my friends(Zack, HAN, Senny, Tian fu, wani etc).Not sure how I spread it, but I did. They knew many of my tricks now and sometimes even use them against me. (I think I should retire and hide in a cave near Mt Kinabalu)

For me, "yam" is use to cheer my friends up. Keep bluffing on something and bring a smily(:D) face to my friends. haha. Although critics says that "yam" is nothing but trash talk and crap. haha. Still "yam" is my best weapon in my arsenal to cheer my friends up.

In conclusion, "yam" is on the 9th place on my list. Hope you like it. haha

Alright then, lets start!!! Starting with No:10.

Title: New house.

When you talk about moving into a new house. Most people will(or may) definitely ask you "where is your new house, near the beach?very big?". Well, not for me. As you may know, before I move to my new house I live in a sawmill(Check dictionary if you don't know the meaning.) right at the middle of labi(About 20KM away from the sungai liang road. Zzz) . The worst thing is that, my new house is in labi(Much closer to Sungai Liang unlike the old labi's house) too. =.='' . So far, only Zack, Steven(Ren Guang) and Senny hui knew the location of my house.

On the other hand, I got myself a bedroom(For me only). I use to share my bed with my brother, although its nice but I got no privacy. haha. Now, I enjoy having my own room where I could put all my rubbish, trash and stuffs in it.

In conclusion,I love my new house and thats all for Jong's 10th best moment of 2009.

Jong's top moments of 2009. :D

2009 is over, and here are some(Only 10) of my top moments in 2009. :D (Note: I may(Will) mention some(I mean many) of my friends' names while writing this 10 posts.)

Columnist's trouble.

Hey guys, I am back after several weeks of hiatus. The reason for this hiatus is that I am kinda lazy and most importantly I am out of ideas(Columnist's trouble). Happy belated new year to you all too. Anyway, I will post about 10 new posts in the next 5 hours.